Breakdown

I hope this old train breaks down

Then I could take a walk around

And, see what there is to see

And time is just a melody

All the people in the street

Walk as fast as their feet can take them

I just roll through town

And though my windows got a view

The frame i'm looking through

Seems to have no concern for now

So for now

I need this 

Old train to breakdown

Oh please just

let me please Breakdown

This engine screams out loud

Centipede gonna crawl westbound

So I don't even make a sound

Cause it's gonna sting me when I leave this town

All the people in the street 

That I'll never get to meet

If these tracks don't bend somehow

And I got no time

That I got to get to

Where I don't need to be

So I

I need this 

Old train to breakdown

Oh please just 

Let me breakdown

I need this

Old train to breakdown

oh please just

Let me please breakdown

I wanna break on down

But I cant stop now 

Let me break on down

But you can't stop nothing

If you got no control

Of the thoughts in your mind

That you kept in, you know

You don't know anything

But you don't need to know

The wisdoms in the trees 

Not the glass windows

You can't stop wishing

If you don't let go

But things that you find

And you lose, and you know

You keep on rolling 

Put the moment on hold

The frames too bright

So put the blinds down low

I need this 

Old train to breakdown

Oh please just 

Let me please breakdown

I need this

Old train to breakdown

Oh please just

Let me please breakdown 

I wanna break on down 

But i can't stop now

-Jack Johnson

Jealousy

Feeling bad and having hatred,
Towards an unsuspecting victim
Who maybe innocent.
Jealousy,making you feel discontent,
Twisting your tender heart,
Turning it to black,
Instead of a sparkling white.
What a pity...?
You don't deserve it.
Free your mind,
And see how healthy
And long lasting life
You would have.
Poet: Amadi Promise 

Everyone has had those days where you either want to break down and die or where anyone at any time could push you over the edge and you snap.  "Feeling bad and having hatred, towards an unsuspecting victim"  Someone could say the wrong thing and break you....

fallout

It all came so unexpectedly
One minute I'm in heaven
the next the rugs been pulled out from under my feet

I fell back to earth.
there was no warm greeting

no one to catch me

no one to tell me "hey it'll be alright"

it was kind of like "hahahahaha idiot"

You're living your life

I'm still stuck in the past

Kind of sucks

You don't even acknowledge me anymore

You told me I was the best thing to ever happen to you

I'm calling BS

You can't change your mind that quickly if I really was that important to you

But you know what? I should thank you

Even though I hate what happened you gave me something to learn

fallouts always happen whether it be sooner or later.

I'll always remember that

Go live your life and please be happy 

I still care about you a lot so I want you to be happy...

fallout sucks... I'm not going to let it happen again

screw you fallout... screw you

I don't want a conversation......

Dad: Hey son how are you doing today?
Son: ......good...... how are you?
Dad: I'm awesome thank you for asking bud!
Son: .........................
Dad: So your 5th birthday is in a couple weeks! what are you hoping you get?
Son: .........some cars......a batman.......a cape........a pillow pet...................little big planet.....
Dad: Wow! you know I think that this conversation is going to help!
Son: .............I don't want a conversation.......... I want a pillow pet.........
Dad: oh no no no no I mean this conversation we are having right now is going to help me a lot! thank you son!
Son: ............... I don't want thanks.............. or a conversation.............. I want a pillow pet...........
Dad: You're misunderstanding me son,  You know how me and you are talking right now?
Son: .......Yeah......
Dad: well this is called a conversation! and I'm thanking you for telling me what you want!
Son: But I already told you what I want..... and a thanking and conversation wasn't something I wanted.......................
Dad: Son I'm not getting you a conversation.  And I've already given you thanks.
Son: But I don't want thanks............. I want a pillow pet.......
Dad: *sigh* okay I won't get you a thanking or conversation... is that okay?
Son: Yeah........... as long as you don't get me a thanking or conversation or an okay...... I don't think i'll have fun with those.........
Dad: That's it i'm going out....
Son: Remember Daddy! no thankings or conversations or okays!
Dad: I'll get you whatever I feel like!!!

The Christmas i'm not looking forward to...

So my little brother is the youngest child... so he gets whatever he wants for Christmas.  Well this year he decided he was going to try to build a go-kart with his friends.  Needless to say they utterly failed.... The engine they took off of our old lawn mower caught on fire and is ruined so they have no engine.  Well my parents,  being the loving parents they are,  bought him a $300 dollar go-kart so he could have a nice Christmas.  At first I was happy for him but then my parents came over to me and said "so since we bought your little brother a go-kart we can't get you like anything this year so when you just get like a shirt and pants from us you can't be mad"......... well I'm pretty mad!! I mean I didn't want anything big this year but I like the surprise of Christmas.  I love getting something you didn't think you wanted but end up using a lot.... so I'm not really looking forward to Christmas this year.... I'm looking forward to the break and New Years!! but not Christmas.....

How to confuse a boy

How to confuse a boy

1. Be a girl.

Thanksgiving

I had a vegan thanksgiving..... it sucked.... hard core...... I hate turkey and that's the only meat product that was available to me... so me and my dad ate the whole turkey..... but I hate turkey.... over all it was a pretty bad thanksgiving except the Redskins, Texans, and Patriots won!! that was good... except Rob Gronkowski didn't play... and I have him on my fantasy team.... but he didn't play so I benched him..... so not that good of a Slapsgiving... I mean Thanksgiving.