Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Breakdown

I hope this old train breaks down
Then I could take a walk around
And, see what there is to see
And time is just a melody
All the people in the street
Walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roll through town
And though my windows got a view
The frame i'm looking through
Seems to have no concern for now
So for now

I need this 
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
let me please Breakdown

This engine screams out loud
Centipede gonna crawl westbound
So I don't even make a sound
Cause it's gonna sting me when I leave this town
All the people in the street 
That I'll never get to meet
If these tracks don't bend somehow
And I got no time
That I got to get to
Where I don't need to be
So I

I need this 
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just 
Let me breakdown
I need this
Old train to breakdown
oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
But I cant stop now 
Let me break on down

But you can't stop nothing
If you got no control
Of the thoughts in your mind
That you kept in, you know
You don't know anything
But you don't need to know
The wisdoms in the trees 
Not the glass windows
You can't stop wishing
If you don't let go
But things that you find
And you lose, and you know
You keep on rolling 
Put the moment on hold
The frames too bright
So put the blinds down low

I need this 
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just 
Let me please breakdown
I need this
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown 
I wanna break on down 
But i can't stop now

-Jack Johnson


Jealousy

Feeling bad and having hatred,
Towards an unsuspecting victim
Who maybe innocent.
Jealousy,making you feel discontent,
Twisting your tender heart,
Turning it to black,
Instead of a sparkling white.
What a pity...?
You don't deserve it.
Free your mind,
And see how healthy
And long lasting life
You would have.
Poet: Amadi Promise 

Everyone has had those days where you either want to break down and die or where anyone at any time could push you over the edge and you snap.  "Feeling bad and having hatred, towards an unsuspecting victim"  Someone could say the wrong thing and break you....

fallout

It all came so unexpectedly
One minute I'm in heaven
the next the rugs been pulled out from under my feet
I fell back to earth.
there was no warm greeting
no one to catch me
no one to tell me "hey it'll be alright"
it was kind of like "hahahahaha idiot"
You're living your life
I'm still stuck in the past
Kind of sucks
You don't even acknowledge me anymore
You told me I was the best thing to ever happen to you
I'm calling BS
You can't change your mind that quickly if I really was that important to you
But you know what? I should thank you
Even though I hate what happened you gave me something to learn
fallouts always happen whether it be sooner or later.
I'll always remember that
Go live your life and please be happy 
I still care about you a lot so I want you to be happy...
fallout sucks... I'm not going to let it happen again
screw you fallout... screw you



I don't want a conversation......

Dad: Hey son how are you doing today?
Son: ......good...... how are you?
Dad: I'm awesome thank you for asking bud!
Son: .........................
Dad: So your 5th birthday is in a couple weeks! what are you hoping you get?
Son: .........some cars......a batman.......a cape........a pillow pet...................little big planet.....
Dad: Wow! you know I think that this conversation is going to help!
Son: .............I don't want a conversation.......... I want a pillow pet.........
Dad: oh no no no no I mean this conversation we are having right now is going to help me a lot! thank you son!
Son: ............... I don't want thanks.............. or a conversation.............. I want a pillow pet...........
Dad: You're misunderstanding me son,  You know how me and you are talking right now?
Son: .......Yeah......
Dad: well this is called a conversation! and I'm thanking you for telling me what you want!
Son: But I already told you what I want..... and a thanking and conversation wasn't something I wanted.......................
Dad: Son I'm not getting you a conversation.  And I've already given you thanks.
Son: But I don't want thanks............. I want a pillow pet.......
Dad: *sigh* okay I won't get you a thanking or conversation... is that okay?
Son: Yeah........... as long as you don't get me a thanking or conversation or an okay...... I don't think i'll have fun with those.........
Dad: That's it i'm going out....
Son: Remember Daddy! no thankings or conversations or okays!
Dad: I'll get you whatever I feel like!!!